Well, its 5 AM. And I have yet to rest my head on my comfortable fluffy pillow. Don't know if I will today. Too much on my mind. Like guys. BLEH. Sure wish they didn't have any effect on me, then I could concentrate on school and work. Yeah, that would be nice. But then there'd be no reason to get ready in the morning, or go to the fieldhouse and workout. Sometimes I wish I could just meet the guy I'm supposed to be with forever and get married. It would be much harder then I can understand right now, but I wouldn't have to worry about the dreadful 'dating world'. Yeah, that would be nice.
I've been reflecting alot the past couple of hours among all the songs I've listened to and all the dishes I've washed. I was talking to Lauren earlier and she was talking about how painful it is for her to hear that someone doesn't believe God exists. It truly is a sad thing! God exists people! How can they not see it everyday? I don't understand. He is in everything, He is everywhere! I love to see or hear about miracles. Its sad to think that some people just think they got lucky. Or that it was a coincidence. WRONG! If anything is good, God has His hand in it, I'm sure of it! He has given me so much. Like my magnificent family, great friends, a good job, good roommates, good health, and He continues to bless me and help me out everyday! It blows my mind. I love it. I want to be everything I can be, just to try to say thanks. Not that anything we ever do could ever measure to anything He has done for us, but I can try right?
This week is Valentine's Day. The only reason I ever liked this 'holiday' was because I got to pick out really cute valentines at Wal-Mart or Walgreens and give them out to my friends. And my parents usually give us a little present, like sheet music we've been wanting, or a gift card. It would be on the table when we wake up. I'm gonna miss that this year :( The thing about all my previous Valentine's Days that sticks (other than the fact that I've never had a true valentine) is this-my parents never really celebrated it. I love that! They love each other everyday, and show it! Yeah, my dad will bring home my mom flowers on Valentine's and write her a note, but he does that more than one day a year! Its just so commercialized. "Show your love! Buy your lover this great thing!" Love is NOT materialistic. If it is, its not true. Show your love through your actions and words. That's my outlook on Heart Day.
Life is good, life is sweet.
That is Life In Logan.
~Erika
Monday, February 11, 2008
Monday, February 4, 2008
Onto the bandwagon!
I decided that it was finally time for me to get a blog. I'm not very good at keeping up with emails, so hopefully, this will go over much smoother! So here's life with usugirl!
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